Today, I feel a new sense of renewed mind and strenght. I have been broken so many times and as much as there is the overwheming circumstantial forces meant to perpetuate this break, I ackowledge my contributions to enabling it happen over and over again. in certain parlance they call it a "familiar spirit", one that comes to show itself almost at the same time of the year,season or situation- a repetition of sorrow,pain and regrets. But today, I take a stand-one taken many times before,but as this brokenness seems to be most broken and there is nothing else to break I believe, then this stand will stand and I will take steps,giant ones I am geared to but little ones will do, for I am defintely leaving this stop and its a forward dive.